This a poem I wrote for Josh for our four year anniversary. I hope everyone likes it:
I thought I knew what love was about
until I saw you
no better friend, no better love than you
strong both inside and out
with a great heart and a great laugh
and I thought I knew what love was really about this time
I thought I knew what love was
until our one path separated into two paths
one was leaning towards to school
while the other one was uncertain where it wanted to go
but it soon made a decision that changed everything
and the paths met each other again at the crossroads
where they became one path once more
and I finally thought I figured out love
I thought I knew what love was
the day you left for boot camp
me saying goodbye to you while I shed silent tears
waiting for letters sent by you
treasuring every word that you write
reading your letters over and over again until I have them learnt by heart
and when I saw you once more after three, long months
my heart jumped out of my chest
proclaiming that I finally knew what love was really about
I thought I knew what love was
The day I heard you were going to deploy overseas
my heart was split into two pieces
one piece accepted the way it was and tried to toughen up
the other piece rebelled against it and cried its silent tears
but the two pieces came to an understanding
in order for this to work out they have to work together as one
so the two pieces merged as one whole heart yet again
but this time stronger and beating more than it has ever done before
and I thought for once and for all I have this thing called love all figured out
I thought I knew what love was
until one day it finally clicked with me
love has many different stages in life
there are some that are wonderful
while others can be hurtful
but whatever the stage of love is currently going on
there is one thing I will always know for sure
that my love for you will always be Semper Fidelis.